Should Be Studying...On My Mind III

It's waay too soon for another one of these to be going up. Especially at this time of month/day/season.....exams...but oh well -.-

This may cause one to believe I have entirely become obsessed over things Korean. However, I assure you that this is not the case.....yet. I have obsessions that go way beyond the level of this one at the moment. Can't guarantee for the future but for now I haven't crossed over. xP Only problem I have is that my "look" (you could say) at the moment doesn't help things at all.

Anyways, without further ado:

Stepped it up cuz I found a picnik equivalent to do the job for me. It's called PicMonkey. Makes things look better. Only problem is it makes me save each pic before I place. Guess that's what the recycle bin's for. Had to make two cuz I decided to copy my phone pics onto the hard drive first and didn't realize how much is on my phone atm..... It says 6mins left...
ugh and it's 2:45am. Fmmfl

And the masterpiece! :P Had a lot of fun with this one:

Discovered the editor while trying to create a custom banner. Pretty bummed that it wont upload. I'll have to try it again another time. 

Aha!! Hopefully what my header will look like in a little while. I started off playing with the background of the whole blog and that led to this. Ugh what a time killer.
Must be off to bed now. Tomorrow is a new - productive, no-wifi, school related, hard core studying - kinda day.

Wish me luck!

C

Should Be Studying...On My Mind II:

Dunno how much of a diff it made (it might even look worse) but I used Paint this time just to put in a little extra effort, and to kill some time. This pretty much sums it up for a couple weeks back.


Plus this one for extra measure. Briefly started this K drama. Trying my best to hold off cause finals are really starting to creep up. That and I've maybe played piano once since my teacher wen on vacay. Fml. Got to get out of this procrastinating, sleepless cycle. Must get crackin!


Got a chance to visit the gma today which was really great. Things are looking a lot brighter but she wasn't having a great day. Hopefully I have the time to see her more and that they'll be better.

Have a lot of blabber  but I'll wait until the break to burst. For now, we all just gotta hang tight. Chill out. Deep breaths. Till the end.

You Can do it. You know it. Make it happen. Work hard. Then party harder. Fuck it.

Song of the Day: No Boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no w h e r e
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's heading
Nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

Empty

Right at this moment,
that's all I feel.
Empty.

Helpless and hopeless and just so lost. Like so many around me. A part of me just wants to help all the aching souls. Fix all the gaps in the hearts of so many others. But how do you help others when you can't help yourself? I think I realized something a moment ago. Something I would never imagined reality to be. And frankly, it's not surprising, no. But the deal is I can't to anything to stop/help/fix it. Maybe it's not my problem to fix, but how is it that I am unable to get anything done in this fucking world? Maybe I'm starting to numb; eyes starting to glaze over. But I feel the pain and the guilt and just the wrongness of everything in my life. Sad thing is, I'm not even going through some mid life crisis. Just life. Just like we all are. each and every single other human being on this planet. How do we let this happen to ourselves? How can we be so vulnerable when there's next to nothing standing in our way? Where is the confidence? I feel like a one track mind. My brain's on a train to nowhere. My body's chasing behind knowing it's too late.

Should be Studying...On my Mind:

(super late post) Grad madness II

Spent yesterday scoping out the web for dresses. Mostly for ideas because it's easier to get a dress locally than online. Less fuss. so here are the ones that really hit the spot for me.

I really like the dresses with obviously uneven skirts. They seem to stand out more to me because a lot of the stuff I had been looking at was quite plain or waay to extravagant like bridesmaids dresses and ballroom poofies (respectively).  Hmmm....time to look for more! Haha. I had planned to go out today to scope stores and boutiques but that didn't happen. Hopefully I will get a chance next weekend!!

Super late window online shopping post

Back to back F21 posts show how much I adore the online store. I actually swung by a forever 21 after tea the other morning and really wanted to pick up a leafy necklace. Unfortunately, I put it down and now, i regret it deeply. Here are some items that have caught my eye online.

The name of this necklace really caught me. It's called Soaring Birds and it's absolutely gorgeous. It's so dainty and delicate but at the same time, sort of creates a message.

Charming Fairytale. Another super cute name and idea but I don't know if I would wear this particular one.

No comment. :) A unicorn to spaz up you're outfit. How's that for accessorizing?

The next couple are really hilarious/cute pieces: