Empty

Right at this moment,
that's all I feel.
Empty.

Helpless and hopeless and just so lost. Like so many around me. A part of me just wants to help all the aching souls. Fix all the gaps in the hearts of so many others. But how do you help others when you can't help yourself? I think I realized something a moment ago. Something I would never imagined reality to be. And frankly, it's not surprising, no. But the deal is I can't to anything to stop/help/fix it. Maybe it's not my problem to fix, but how is it that I am unable to get anything done in this fucking world? Maybe I'm starting to numb; eyes starting to glaze over. But I feel the pain and the guilt and just the wrongness of everything in my life. Sad thing is, I'm not even going through some mid life crisis. Just life. Just like we all are. each and every single other human being on this planet. How do we let this happen to ourselves? How can we be so vulnerable when there's next to nothing standing in our way? Where is the confidence? I feel like a one track mind. My brain's on a train to nowhere. My body's chasing behind knowing it's too late.

Should be Studying...On my Mind:

(super late post) Grad madness II

Spent yesterday scoping out the web for dresses. Mostly for ideas because it's easier to get a dress locally than online. Less fuss. so here are the ones that really hit the spot for me.

I really like the dresses with obviously uneven skirts. They seem to stand out more to me because a lot of the stuff I had been looking at was quite plain or waay to extravagant like bridesmaids dresses and ballroom poofies (respectively).  Hmmm....time to look for more! Haha. I had planned to go out today to scope stores and boutiques but that didn't happen. Hopefully I will get a chance next weekend!!

Super late window online shopping post

Back to back F21 posts show how much I adore the online store. I actually swung by a forever 21 after tea the other morning and really wanted to pick up a leafy necklace. Unfortunately, I put it down and now, i regret it deeply. Here are some items that have caught my eye online.

The name of this necklace really caught me. It's called Soaring Birds and it's absolutely gorgeous. It's so dainty and delicate but at the same time, sort of creates a message.

Charming Fairytale. Another super cute name and idea but I don't know if I would wear this particular one.

No comment. :) A unicorn to spaz up you're outfit. How's that for accessorizing?

The next couple are really hilarious/cute pieces: